Create memories to cherish and laugh upon


When I was a child
Happiness was in every moment
I cared less to seek for it
When I was a teenager
Happiness was in everything I chose to be a part of
I started to care to pick the right things
Now I am an adult
Happiness seems so distant to me
Often falling out of the track
Trying to get back on it, kept falling
Every small laughter brings tears in my eyes
I wonder why there is tears in my eyes
And my inner voice tells me,
“I just felt the real you for a moment”
As I look through old photos
I realize that I existed a while ago
I wonder where I went off in between
My inner voice kept saying, “you are worth a thousand more memories to be born”
I struggle to keep creating more of those to fall back and laugh upon
Knowing that only memories lived and only that survived

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