" This too shall pass"

Salute to guys who have committed the heroic act of Suicide.... I keep threatening my husband that I will, one day, leave him and the world when I do not get certain silly things done. But yesterday through a dream, God made me realize that committing suicide is the biggest blunder a man can do. Dream went like this...It was a nice evening where my husband and I, my parents were on a beautiful river walk. Children playing, jugglers, candy men.. just like a Hollywood movie. All of a sudden like another Tom cruise or Brad Pitt, but this time not on a Harley- Davidson but on a Buffalo, came a handsome man, may be in his 30's. Anyone would like to take a one-time glance. So how would it be if that hunk offer a hand shake! I was so pleased and gave him my hand but things just grayed up. Sky became cloudy, thunder storms, and when I turned back I saw my Brad Pitt in his gold jingling suits, with long mustache and a crown on his head
" Oh no..that's Yamraj" . I heared him shrieking and saw his tummy rolling up and down when he laughed. Just like Ravana capturing Sita, he pulled me onto his "vahana" which is the Buffalo and flew away from the world.
This is very symbolic to certain situations in life. We try to restrain from certain realities which might be equivalent to death. Sometimes, we are happy and feel on top of the world when all our desires are met and it will be out of the blue, the misfortunes happen Then lose our mind, when we head through challenges.
I still do not know how I lived through one of such a situation. Everything was seen horrible then. Both my life with parents and my husband was going on with lots of worries and discomforts. My father was diagonalized with a cyst on his well functioning kidney. Father is always a daughter's strength. I was living dead after realizing this. Cancer is always deadly.What will happen to my mom if something unexpected happen. Some how I was just pushing my life with prayers. I still remember my father's words, when I accompanied him to the operation theater " why cn't they take me on a strecher instead of making me walk , so many people are watching me, walking, makes the operation feel so simple to all, is it not so". No one will be as cool as him at that point of time. He gave a nice look and waved his hand at me. His surgery went on for more than 7 hours but courage in his eyes and his smiling face comforted me throughout. With God's grace everything turned out to be fine.
There are certain things that needs to be lived through, like the situation I just mentioned. We can overcome this only with courage. Always remember one statement " this too shall pass" goodness and bad times are all to wake up our senses.